Starving

Starving 

Have I not given you my all?

Was it all in vain?

Or am I truly not enough for you?

Was I merely entertainment?

There for you to watch me let down my walls and trustingly give you the best of me. Love you to unknown depths than any man before.

Rendering me terrified of letting anyone else in.

Finding amusement of how I'd rather wither away, than be nourished by another.

All cause I'm still starving for you.

As Time Pass

As Time Pass 

Although I didn't recognize your face, my heart knew your soul.

Falling in love with you, was destined.

A lifetime of love transcending through time.

Finding each other through vibrations.

Like magnets getting stronger as time passes by.

A love seeming too mythical to be real.

Oh! If only, you shared my faith!

Unstoppable

Unstoppable 

How do you stop loving the one?

When there's not a single day, they don't cross your mind?

The one you know to your core, without a doubt is meant for you. 

That missing piece that doesn't make you whole, but makes you better.

It's like asking...

How can I stop the rain, during a hurricane?

Jar of Pennies

Jar of Pennies

At my bedside lies a big jar of pennies.

Some new, more old.

Shiny, dull and some picturesquely laced in patina.

Found in different places and seasons.

Yet they all posses a common reason. 

A jar of pennies being all my happy thoughts and prayers for you.

Pretending

Pretending 

I can't pretend that I don't love you.

When I love you more than any man before.

I can't pretend I don't need you.

When you're everything I've ever wanted.

I can't pretend that I'm not afraid of losing you.

When good things always seem to come to an end.

I can't deny what my soul needs.

When what my soul needs is you. 

Year After Year

Year After Year

When I think of you, I can't help but to smile.

When I see you, it's like seeing color in a world of only black and white.

When I hear your voice, it's like the perfect melody moving my soul.

When I'm near you, I can't seem to sit still.

It's astonishing how you have the power to make me feel like a giddy school girl, experiencing love for the first time.

Day after day.

Year after year.

Lifetime after lifetime.

I know it'll never change.

I Loved You

I Loved You 

I've loved you the best way I could.

Wholly and with all that I am.

The most sacred part of me crushed, unrecognizable and decimated to dust, by your hand.

Through the devastation, I loved you still.

Devoted to a fault.

Never once caring how foolish I looked to others.

It wasn't their love. It was mine.

Daily I pray for your happiness, yet fail at doing the same for myself.